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It is my belief that if humanity were to ever have mutants, to have superpowers, then it is the need for us to evolve our minds so they have a stronger sense of self as we take our next steps into this day and age.  

At least at the time of this writing, our biological imperative and (1 thing about need to have kids and not and finding purpose and then something about the EGO and working together.

People are stuck in a state of constantly doing what they are told is best for them like sheep and it is frustrating observing how much people do not question what they are learning.

I spent a lot of time focusing on the contexts through which I was born into, came about, and navigated through in life rather than actually experiencing life.  

The best way I can describe this is that I obsess over the cause of situations far after they are over and forgotten by others.  

I look at impact more than I look at what is brought to the table because I constantly care about how I’m landing.  

This has led to a life of being up in the skies looking down and seeing how everything is laid out and works, but never really landing on anything because of excuse after excuse.  

A consequence to this is missing out on what people are enjoying at ground level, but feeling good about getting to see it all take place.  

Living with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder feels like I’m project managing everyone in my life and every person has to play a specific role for me based on my own rulebook and script or there are consequences.  

The problems I experienced a lot in my life were the result of not managing my obsessions, for not living into what I fantasized my reality could be like instead of coping and healing from the past over chasing a dream.