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TL;DR: If you believe you've seen everything here, perhaps give this a run for your money, if that is still relevant here to choose to believe in at this point in time.
Originally Written: 08-Jul-2025
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I swallowed my questions in thorns of despair; I now let the silence give shape to my fire.
I hollowed my soul to seem holy and fair; I now trust the mystery, rising entire.
I borrowed beliefs like breath from the air; I now sing from within, not from what I acquire.
I followed the loudest illusions out there; I now walk with stillness, the truth I require.
Lesson: To know yourself, you must dive through the lies you believed about your own fear.
I chained every “should” to the ache in my chest; I now offer my presence with mercy unshaken.
I drained all my light to give others my best; I now gather myself in the bonds I’ve forsaken.
I feigned every smile when my soul needed rest; I now move from a wholeness no longer mistaken.
I reigned over love as a test to be guessed; I now serve without grasping, no vow ever taken.
Lesson: To truly love others, you must lose the roles you performed for approval and return as presence.
I measured the stars with the edge of my doubt; I now soar through the dark with a joy that expands.
I pressured my worth into patterns throughout; I now shape what I am with these open hands.
I treasured my fences while crying to shout; I now open the gates where my knowing stands.
I censored the wild when it tried to break out; I now dance in the chaos, the truth that commands.
Lesson: To meet God, you must surrender the maps and let truth move through you without restraint.
Lesson: To become One, you must braid Self, Other, and God into a single bind, offered in motion, by your choosing.
This Choice is Mine: “I choose to live as the sacred thread between all that I have touched as one that binds and, in belief of truth, unwinds at moment's notice.